Short story from the one who wrote this
And you're a stranger they know well
You read their mind and left your life an open book
Now you wanna die in some hotel
You deserve this
God damn, in some respect you've earned it
Who wants to change this bogus world?
Hey mom it's me or someone on our window sill
Yell I ain't disturbing your quiet numb
If something gets lost
If something breaks, I'll be wide awake
Not that this revelation's changing anyone at all
And all of your new friends, they seem boundless
And all of that money spends you flat
I'm sure that something bad will come of this review
Some past due like karma or revenge
I deserve this

Tonight the drunks are infected, we're on our way
As if they drop by to see me u-n-i-n-v-i-t-e-d
And I am a walflower, maybe a better father
This is a job
For seconds I miss the Bentleys
Today maybe they'll call,
You describe every prison you pass through them all
Then he asked you for your head and I vowed to burn your bed
Try to pretend, but this is your life,
somehow, it feels right
I'm calling this evolution, I'm falling for institution
Warm submission enveloping you
Tomorrow I'll survive the questions
Knives buried with cold indifference
My world is true rendered by you
Here they come again, I could never find the words
So I disguised them in verse
Until it comes out dumb and wrong,
The simplest song, if you sing along

You never wanted to be able
You never wanted to be labeled
You always wanted something stable
Damn them and their eyes
I can be pride whenever they want
Blakes broken leg
An unlucky stunt just like paul says
Left of the dial they stare at the sun
And quickly lose sight
I never wanted to be aimless
I never wanted to be shameless
And always I was acrophobic
To wuthering heights
But from the first frame
It can be spliced that sound that you make
The day that you break perfect
From now on anyone can see narrow
Bandwidth and low fidelity but
I know it always short lived success
I never liked it to begin with
I never wanted to be in it
I never wanted to be in it
Here's to everytime
I can pride whenever you want
The failure to be the dead
Industry nowhere to rise nowhere to fall
I don't wanna be some unlucky stuntman
I don't wanna be so unlucky
I always wanted to be off the list
I always wanted to be off it
Here's to your laugh your lies

Houston we donÂ’t understand
The rescues launched are incomplete
We lost it again, we lost it again
We could not locate its pride, we have no found its strengh
In spite of endless search, in spite of every mission
Yeah thatÂ’s the way things go some days
They will come take you away
How I wanded to be more than the man I am today
Just when we embarked on space, its design came crashing down
Far from conclusion, far from its objective
Traveling by stereo its suspension time in space
Your best, your worst
As you journey through the system you define
Body and mind
Yeah thatÂ’s the way we fall, thatÂ’s the way we falter

Here's a problem you won't soon escape.
Your identity forever changed.
Think of all the fools you could've been,
And how you played the fool to get a laugh.
And it's how you thought it'd be.
Gunned down by infancy.
They loved you once desperately.
They knew you'd grow to be devastating.

Wait, planet earthquake
Planet heartbreak, give me this day
Dates pass through a maze
Are you okay? Are you awake?
Pride, yours flies to high
Yours is to great, yours is to die
I, I'm taking no side
I'm going under, for once alive
Wait, falling airplanes
Today, my worries fade away
In suspended dream state
Somehow I knew
Erase, everything stops now
And now I crash with them
I am a bank deposit
I'm held accomplice to man's will
The faith transcending reason,
The passenger descending
And in an instant time stands still
Fade, planet heartbreak
Stop thinking

Something always guess
It's the matter of the time you waste
And here I am ideo focus
Come stand to you
The direction at you choose
The choice is in a mass
And you choose delive and scrypt
Far away from I
She's a long position your faithful to want
I know see your thumb
This kind over one
Is stand to reason but I can't be by myself
It makes no different what I have
I'm by myself
It's trend to your world
The bad I feel her thought
Check your my suggest
To some trivia this croath
The coldest and a refrest
the camp become your went all I remember
Is no reacts begin
Is stand to reason but I can't be by myself
It makes no different who I am
Is stand to reason and expel a left and done
It makes no different what I have
I'm by myself, by myself, by myself

Still waters death defying
Cesspools from stagnation
Wading the quicksand channel
Slow moving light focus
Anywhere but here bogus
This perfect world captivates you
And it survives you
Hey Derrick
Soils you
Hey Jason
Silences you
Hey Bomer
Dogs in the still water wade
Until they drown
On to the escalators
Down on the elevators
Vagrants and wayfarers
Prime real estate to be homeless
Quality in quantity
In seemingly endless sunny
Sand filled hourglass of death
And it shined on you
Hey Derrick
Lied to you
Hey Jason
Gagged on you
Hey Bomer
Dogs on the still water drown
Before their small town
And weÂ’re off this week to Johannesburg
Via Wien, Austria
Then on to Italy
Sometimes it feels like weÂ’ve seen everything
And all of it means nothing
The rooms are all the same
This is my life until I canÂ’t compete
Much sooner than they might think
ItÂ’s always the still water town
Hey Derrick
Hey Jason
Hey Richard
WeÂ’ll find a new hell without you

I'm only waving to get out of the way
I know that the check in avoids the pain
And i'm only lying to the one's that suggest it
If ever I was missed, you know that I caved
All I know is you came too quickly
And left the same
I couldn't believe it when you stayed
I just knew you were leaving soon
Enough you're so anxious
Praying on the breaking news
And now the sun goes down to soon
I'm only staring at your eyes dear
To think of a reason why mine cry
I wanna get you back
So I can give you away
Head filled with ego
Heart filled with fame
Enough you're so anxious
Hanging on the breaking noose
And now the sun goes down to soon
And I wonder
Who you're hanging tonight

I'll call you sister Carrie but I'll never say it
Mute it to a whisper
And spin your solar sister
And magnet will deliver
An arrow from her quiver
I'll call you sister Carrie but you'll never hear it
Fifty minutes later
As time pulls down her fader
And nibbles off the fakers
Who roll under the breakers
I'll close my eyes and listen to you read the story
Knowing I'll soon be left behind
So won't you read sister Carrie Jean, sister Carrie
Always the patient one
I'll call you sister Carrie I won't breathe a word
Frosting on the beater
The flag trips down the meter
You thought you could defeat her
You're lucky you could meet her
I'll close my eyes and listen to you read the story
But I'm already far behind
So won't you read sister Carrie Jean, sister Carrie
Always the patient one
I'll close my life and let you teach me a new story
Out of the pages of your mind
And magnet will deliver
So, spin, my solar sister
And you can read, sister Carrie, read…

Day one just starting to make it my obsession 4 AM, two stars, drunk in hell, waiting
for sun. Day two I call you by mistake “Hello, how are you, I’m fine, I miss you too”
You donÂ’t give a shit ThersÂ’s another town to hit ThereÂ’s another girl, sheÂ’ll surely
destroy my world A single good morning, a well good night An overtureÂ’s ending as curtains rise Pay the bail again Pay the
man at the front just for the memories
Time to crash on the long drive see old friends and tell them how I died
Some small words say youÂ’re alive A thinly veiled disguise
They see that look in your eyes
A single good evening, a well goodbye The worst of intentions or wasted lives
A sentence, a segue, alling by the wayside IÂ’m not the one who wanted this Goodnight
kiss doesnÂ’t feel the same in long distande
Goodbye kiss doesnÂ’t feel the same
Goodbye kiss doesnÂ’t feel the same
Goodbye kiss doesnÂ’t feel the same at all

We run like it kills us to stay
If Josh happy nothing to the didn't last top to you
He's try is knees things my seems to many one else
A retard them to document
The worth is here
The worth is here
Excessive city we can't awful to stay
A home to the scene somehow safe now we can a full to live
Transformation tragedy it's conclusion
Aware my chest to drums the dead
You're my worst
Story will see
Serenade to lawn
Now it's ending
Slow my mind
Silence the truth
Take my broken hands
Watch the world remain
The store is red of hospital and alcohol
An empty asshole
The favrosty and honesty
Or your be treat
Resisteny the bild is fail on everything
That incoherent a time is now for
You're my death
On your disease
To get a we will bleed
To for you late can't see
Take my broken hand
Watch in all haining
Who watch it all haining